305 Lovin' by Diamond Johnson

Author:Diamond Johnson [Johnson, Diamond]
Language: eng
Format: epub, azw3
Tags: General Fiction
Publisher: Leo Sullivan Presents | Sullivan Productions
Published: 2015-11-05T05:00:00+00:00

Chapter 10: Monae

“Monae, I’m sick of keeping this shit a damn secret! I’m a grown ass man and I got to hide the fact that I’m in a relationship with my best friend’s little sister! How the fuck you think this shit make me feel? You stay screaming you grown and whatnot, but you scared to tell Quan about us! You act like that nigga gone beat you or something,” Quay barked at me.

It was 8 o’clock at night and I was sitting inside of Quay’s red Camaro outside of my mother’s house. Here’s the thing. Quay and I had been fuckin around for about a year and a half now and nobody knew, not even my damn two best friends in the whole wide world. Hell, not even my mom knew about Quay and I. Now the reason I didn’t tell Charlie was because her ass couldn’t hold water and I knew that any chance she got, she would run and tell my brother. I couldn’t tell Toya because Toya would tell Charlie and then Jaquan would find out.

Jaquan had already put the memo out that I was off limits to any of his homeboys. Matter of fact, in Jaquan’s eyes, I was off limits to any and every boy. Jaquan treated me more like his damn daughter than his little sister. I really didn’t see why Jaquan would have a problem with the fact that I was dating Quay. I mean, damn, the whole family knew him and plus, I would always be in good hands around him. Everybody thought that Quay and I had this whole brother-sister thing going on, which is why we were able to pull this off without raising any eyebrows. I had known Quay pretty much my whole life because he and Jaquan damn near grew up together; but at that time, Quay would look at me as just his little sister. I always had the biggest crush on him but the simple fact that he was five years older than me would be a problem in my brother’s eyes. If you really think about it, he had no room to judge me because he’s three years older than Charlie. I say this now, but I’d never find the balls to say this to Jaquan’s face.

Over the years, while I was in high school, I would admit my attraction to Quay every chance that I got and he would be the one telling me that we couldn’t do anything about it because of Jaquan. Now, years later, here it is, me being the one trying to put our relationship on pause because of my brother/daddy. I loved Quay, I really did, but it wasn’t worth me losing a relationship with my brother over. At the end of the day, blood is thicker than water and I would never put anybody else before my family, I don’t care how good the dick was and believe me, the dick was good even though it’s the only dick I’d ever had.

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